That is easier said .. than found .. ” TRUE Friendship is just toooooo hard to find .. but once you find it then that’s it .. your done for life”
You go through so many hardships in life , you sometimes feel nothing is going right , everything is chaotic, A mess that all you need is a breath of fresh air , and feeling free .
I Swear sometimes I thought that I’m always alone in this life , even though i’m surrounded by so many people , you get depressed about it and most of all the loneliness eats you up, Once you find that good friend of a listener that got your back no matter and never judges you and you can be yourself around, all this chaotic mess just fades away … because you feel like you got a backbone that you have a lot of common with, you just get through life together , whether it’s a friendship, brotherhood, sisterhood etc.
I personally always thought people always leave ” always” , and change , that’s why I have fear of loosing the people who stood up for me , because it’s just devastating if they change because you feel a sense of security and care , and then it just disappears .
Let’s face it .. People change …
you don’t know what everyone goes through ,but all I know if everyone reacts differently , some need someone to talk to and some just doesn’t open up and stays away from everyone..and acts weird , If it’s true friendship , someone needs to step up and fix it … and just have thick skin about it , cause if it’s true it will never die and always come back no matter what the circumstances are. If things break then maybe I’m right people always do leave .. and it wasn’t as real as you thought : )
Does anyone feel the way I feel , FEAR OF LOOSING someone that mean’s a lot to you ? Or Fear of that person loosing touch and changing ?